In our last class, I had a thought comparing Kochan to
Mustafa that I’ve been mulling over. In many ways they are very different, but
in others they seem to run parallel. Kochan’s use of Sonoko as both a cover and
as a self-esteem car jack is like a shadow of Mustafa’s use and abuse of lonely
British women. Both of these dastardly deeds come as a symptom of their
inability to fit into society. They share a feeling of being apart from
everyone around them because they’re so special, and maybe the lingering doubt
that they’re different because they’re freaks, as well. Kochan’s vigorous
attempt at squeezing himself into normality started way earlier than Mustafa’s,
but we are left not knowing whether his head start lead him to success, or if
he ended up bunking with Mustafa and the fishes. Though both are damaged
individuals, I feel obligated to point out that Kochan was mostly
self-destructive, while Mustafa had a tendency to stroll through life
demolishing people to try to make himself feel better. So, as selfish as Kochan
acts, I have to admit that, with his detachment and twisted fantasies of
violence, he could have been a whole lot worse.
So what is it that makes one turn inward and the other outward?
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